you are
blue and blonde
blue eyes
blonde hair
but not only that
you are
blue and black
on the inside
where you've taught yourself to hide
where the bruises don't heal
much like mine
you are
not only colors
but the first one I know I love
the first person it was impossible to have
loving you is draining my heart
because you can never love me back
a generation, a country, a world away,
still from your side I can't stray
love is a cycle
of give and take
I empty my heart and you fill it back up
but this love I send is never repaid
your debt to me grows each day
I'm draining me life for you
I don't stop
I'll do it again